ever present dream the ever-present dream in sleep & wake discovering a mistake a shake of the head clears nothing the radio plays the same song day & night turn it off and it plays in the head damn nuisance creating an ache that
splash splash bathe your mind in unfocused fusion letting thoughts drop by drop flowing far from your mind controlling contemplations realizing there is common ground between the left & right side of the brain repeating
a storm’s silence there is a storm brewing feel the thickness of the air within the center breathe the calm the quiet the silence not a sound skies darken
restoration lost in a warp of time a zone unfamiliar but so perfectly real stolen from someone else’s path wrapped up in a cloak of grey the field beckoned to be walked upon to be laid on whisking up memories that tormented the heart that clung to the brain
it’s so cold it’s so cold beyond a red nose or rosy cheeks it’s so cold that the bones feel frozen brittle breakable it’s so cold breathing is unbearable it’s so cold that the limbs stuck in one place shivering shaking slowly stiffening it’s so cold
bottomless pit a bottomless pit of breath and clarity a bottomless pit of reflections the addictions the contradictions the attractions the abstract the construed less confusing when broken into pieces perplexities sink to the bottom and the elucidations rise